fans,
Well today I was in the studio and it was great. This song will be great and I will do the voice next week as well. So I will have one song before I leave for NYC. I am really excited about this Cd and it will all be done by august. I will be selling them on the web site and it as well as my pictures and videos. I am very tired so no long email today and still a little sad about sunday. Just cause I am a muscular future bodybuilder does not mean I do not cry. I am just very sad...buonanotte, Amber

To be seduced you need to feel relaxed and comfortable and caressing is a soothing and sexy technique to encourage that feeling.Caressing is touching, fondling,stroking, kissing and feeling. When you feel and get to know every crevice,every inch,every silky smooth part of the hair and skin. this is true intimacy and safe and protective. As you hold them caress there face as they orgasm and hold there head in your hands and they will have safe care as they climax. You then enjoy there taste and you hold tight as it drips right into you...Enjoy...italianogoddess amber

ciao fans,
I was having a great morning and then cleaned my house and danced. I then knew it was time for the gym again. I called tony and he said I could go on over and just lock up when I was done. He said go at 4 as that is when the gym closes on sundays. I then would have the place to myself so I did just that. First before I continue let me tell you that after that night with Cindy and Tiff I could tell they were really into each other. I told cindy that night out of respect for each other when we wanted to be with someone else we would tell each other and be honest and she said yes Amber I promise. I am huge on respect and do not tolerate being disrespected. So moving on I went into the gym and thought I was alone. I started working out and heard a noise and then walked back to the aerobics studio and there was Cindy and Tiff fucking. My mouth dropped and I just looked at them and said What the fuck. Cindy got off Tiff and looked at me and oh my god Amber. She then came up to me and tried to touch me and I put my hands in front of me and said Do not touch me. I then said remember our talk and is your memory that bad? Cindy yes I am remember and I am so sorry. She then said it just happend and I did not have time to tell you. I then said bull-shit cindy this was planned and there is no excuse. I then said you disrespected me and that I WILL NOT TOLERATE THAT. cindy then said Amber please I love you and she started to cry. She then said I fucked up please just forgive me...I said cindy when you love somebody you do not do things like this and lie. I can not trust you now and I feel like you would do this again. I was going to be just yours after the other night. I can not be with someone I can NOT trust as I have been down this road before and I deserve better than that. So I am sorry but we are done. She then said amber please please forgive me. I then said i do forgive you but I can not be with you now. I started to walk away and she just cried. It hurt me so much not to just run to her and hold her and to see her cry was very painful. I need to take of me and I can not be in a relationship with anyone i can not trust. I have very strong feelings about this and trust and honesty and respect are huge for me in regards to a relationship. As far as play partners go it does not matter however, This was a relationship.....So sunday night I was very moody...I am now going to take a break from dating for a couple months. Unless my soul gets taken before then.....kisses, italianogoddess amber

ciao Fans,
So friday is the big day that I arrive in chicago. I still have three open slots as I am there a short time....So can you handle my jungle in chicago? I wonder and I challenge you to see.....Wait till you see me now....kisses, italianogoddess amber

hotel information
congress park hotel
520 south michigan Ave
chicago, ILL 60605

My cell 720-329-0583....

ciao fans,
I had a very busy day friday. I worked out and did biceps and triceps. I hit them hard. I did notice I need to really focus on my back more and rear delts. So I am adding back twice a week now as I need this illusion to add to my routine. I am so focused on this and it will be truly amazing...JUST WAIT....I also worked at the tanning salon for 5 hours so my day was pretty busy. I usually spend 4-5 hours a day on the computer as well. So last night I was just ready to watch my show "ghost Whisper" with jenifer love hewitt....I love this show and I think jenifer is very attractive as well. So I went to bed and then I heard the phone ring at 2 am. I answered it and it was Cindy as she just got off work. She strips at the club three days a week. I answered and she said were you sleeping...yea it is 2 am ya'know and I want to hit the gym early. She then said well can I come over? I was silent for a moment and then said ok come over. She arrived and I let her in and we walked downstairs and went into the bedroom and she started to kiss me. I then looked at her and touched her cheek softly and said cindy what I enjoy the most about our relationship is our intimacy. I mean anybody can have sex however, few can have true intimacy and that means more to me than sex. She looked at me and smiled as we kissed softly and held each other and kissed every inch of each other all night. We explored each others bodies in detail for the first time and we talked and it was a very special night for both of us. The only other time I had such a special night like this was with Ray in Toronto and I do miss him very much. I think my fans get the wrong idea of me sometimes as I am a sexual person however, I am also a true romantic and poet and kind, gentle, loving and true intimacy is what I really want out of my partner. Many times you can fall in love or lust for that matter. However, to truly have somebody's soul is pure genuine love and gentle. Nobody has ever had my soul and when this happens that will be my soul-mate for life. We all have our own definition of what our reality of pure genuine love is. Sometimes you just know and I have a feeling it is coming soon for me...kisses, italianogoddess amber