ciao sweet fans,
It is now sunday night and yesterday at work was very tough on me. Early in the morning one of the kids had a bad nightmare and she began screaming and yelling at the top of her lungs. I went in to check on her and found her laying on her bed with a knife and she was cutting herself. She looked at me and said bitch get the fuck away from me. I said sweetie it;s ok it me amber your therapist and she said no your not your becky and stay away from me. She continued to cut herself and I needed to get the weapon away from her as my job is to protect her. I kept trying to talk her down and offer her support and she just kept cutting and screaming. I was the only person there at this time and she woke up all the other girls and they were screaming as well. I still continued to try to talk to her and then in a brief instance she took the knife and pressed it into my stomach. I am very lucky fans as the knife was not very sharp and it was superficial wound with very little bleeding. A level 1 in medical terms. Well the supervisor showed up and two cops and this girl was handcuffed and taken to hospital for phyc evaluation. I was in some pain as getting stabbed with a knife. So I went to the emergecy room to get av tetnis shot and get my wound looked over and pain pills. I did not need stitches and thank god for that. They cleaned it up and gacve me pain pills and anti-biotics and told me to take it easy today. So I have been just laying here watching movies as due to the meds IO am very tired. I could not work out today due to this and that upsets me as I am getting ready for NYC in three weeks..So tomorrow even if it still hurts I will do a 5-6 hour workout. My stomach is swollen and bnloated so it feels very gross. I know it is temporary however, not pretty at all. I can not wait to be done with this job october 3 or sooner. I spoke with a client and friend last night from NYC and he is so awesome and sweet. I am very excited to meet him and go to the theater and dinner with him. He made me feel good and said some very sweet words to me. He said after you see how good you will do in NYC this month then you will be able to give your notice at your job as you will get so much business and after the words gets out just wait sweetie...This made me feel so good. Thank you sweetie...Also fans remember I meant and wrestled Bill from wb270 last week so you can get a quick reference from him as well. All you halfto do is write to him at wb270. Well my show is on tonight remember supernatural with my crush jensen ackles..Watch it I love jensen and this show...kisses, amber

ciao fans,
I hope you all had a wonderful day and it was a productive one for you. I awoke from my sleep after my overnight job and then watched a movie dreamgirls which I loved and went to gym for only 1 1/2 hour due to being called in early to work as there was a no call no show today. That frustrated me as I could not even finish my work out. only 8 weeks left and I am done here..yea..yea..That will be a great thing. I start my wrestling with fusion next week and that will be a great thing as my skills will improve greatly and that will be great for all of you. I will hopefully start my martial arts training in the next two weeks. I want to learn brazzilian jituse or what ever the correct spelling would be. So that will also help as well. So basically no excitring news to tell you today. I do have session monday so look for the blog about that monday afternoon. it will be a lift and carry and wrestling as well. So exciting stuff to come soon...stay strong as you will need it for a session with me. muscle hugs , amber

ciao fans,
I hope this email finds you all enjoying your weekend. I am at work right now and it has been a very frustrating day today. On the good side I booked a client in denver august 13 and that was good. In denver I am lucky to get a client as it is very slow here unless people travel here. I also booked two great guys for chicago and that was nice. I did not sleep well after my overnight thursday and so I only had 4 hours of sleep and my workout was not so great due to being sleep deprived. This job is very stressfull and frustrating at times and it keeps getting worse. I hold my stress in my stomach so that feels and looks bloated today. Not pretty fans. I came into work and saw the schedule my supervisor put up and I am booked to work all this overtime which I do not want. They just do it without asking you and that upsets me very much. I am trying to get ready for NYC in three weeks and need to train twice as hard and get plenty of sleep and this job interfers with that. Yes I am complaining tonight. I am looking forward to traveling full-time and finishing school as I want to get my masters degree in sports medicine as well as some more certifications and so for the next two years I plan to finish school and just travel and do some more power-lifting competions as well as pro-wrestling and with the support of all my wonderful fans it will be a great journey. I hope all of you share this journey with me. I do not think I will compete in bodybuilding and if I do it will not be for a few years as I love my femine curves and my breats and I do not want to loose that or get breast implants or take drugs and I never will. I like the way the soft thick looks on me and I am very femine and soft. I love my muscles and just want them more defined but as huge as some girls...Well I hope if you are reading this you are going to book a session with me. A expereince you will remember for the rest of your life....kisses, amber xxooo

ciao fans,
I will be working overnights friday and saturday at my current job. So if you want to call and book a session or have questions that would be a good time to call. I will return all phone messages sunday night after 7 pm mountain time. I still have open slots for NYC fans...Look over my new dates....kisses, amber xxxooo

ciao sweet fans,
Here are my tour dates and look for new add ons.
august 25-28 NYC
September 22-25 Los angles california
october 7-9 San francisco California
copenhagen denmark-october 14-16
oslo norway-october 17,18
zurich swotzerland october 19,20
paris france october 20-27
chicago IL-november 10, 11
detroit michigan-november 19,20
Atlanta GA-November 26,27
dallas texas-december 14,15
pittsburg penn-december 19,20,21

Please keep updated as I travel alot and book now for all these cities as I fill up very fast...Look in 2008 for stockhoklm sweden in febuary as well as munich germany and berlin germany and in march rome italy. Also New york city I will be back in january if this tour this month goes well. many kisses fans, amazon amber xxooo