ciao fans,
I hope this email finds you thinking about me. Well. since you are reading my blog you were most likely thinking about me huh? I like it when you think about me. It gets me hot and I often wonder what you are thinking...You can tell me your dreams and your fantasies as I love to hear them....Today I went to the bodybuilding gym and hit my back and triceps hard very hard. My forearms are so hot and hard and my triceps grew as well. Yes I am soooo thick right now...I hope you like that..Well after that I went to meet a client for coffee and we have our fantasy session next week. It was great to meet him and our session next week will truly be wonderful...I will make his fantasy come true and he has waited a long time for this fantasy and next week it will come true. He is a sweet man and I enjoyed meeting him today...After that I went to buy my bass amp for my bass guitar well my borrowed bass guitar and when I went into guitar center here in denver I received a huge response and one of my fans works there. A very hot young rock star himself. He looked at me and said are that powerlifter/bodybuilder italiano wrestler and I said yes. He said wow you look amazing and we never get famouse hot girls like you in here. I just smiles and he was shaking and he said it is a honor to have you in our store and he said please come back please. He was so cute and he made me feel soo good. I will return there to visit him..I then was going to leave the store and got stopped on my way out from a man whom looked at me and smiled and said you are italiano goddess right? I said yes and he said you look amazing and even better than your pictures...He then said would you take a picture with me as I have my digital camera in the car. I said sure and then he came close to me and stood by me and put the camera in front of us and took a picture and then I gave him a hug and he said I want a session with you and I will be calling you and I said please do...He then just walked away and kept saying wow...I then left to come home and when I got home there was a package waiting for me from nyc. It was my favorite doctor I meant in nyc while on tour...He sent me gifts for my photo-shoot DR love the end of the month and some extra gifts. This put a huge smile on my face and this whole day was amazing...I LOVE ATTENTION FANS....I MEAN LOVE IT AND COMPLEMENTS...earn your brownie points now...hint hint....I am now leaving for the gym before work and will do 2 hours of cardio and then swimming and steam room. I will leave the gym at 2 am for work..yuck...last week there and only 5 days left..yea..After this job is done I can totally focus on my training and school and all my fans whom want there fantasies to come true with me...Let me help you make your fantasy come true.....You will enjoy me I promise...well wet kisses and what will you dream about tonight? me in your bed with my stare and power and control..yummy....I taste like cherries and smell like roses.......kisses, goddess amber

ciao fans,
Well today has been a test and trail for me. I woke up very late and had to go to a meeting at my current job which I only have till sunday and then I am done and I am thankful for that. They wanted to write me up as I called in sick saturday and was absent due to my pappa being very sick. IO even had a doctors note...This is so messed up and this company tenneyson center does not care about employees. I am thankful I am almost done and now I will just focus on all the good I did for all those amazing kids. So I got a few tears in my eyes today and then I went talk about the cd and listen to my sexy swedish rock star play his guitar and he is awesome and our cd will be amazing....Just wait fans you will love the goddess rockstar...Thank you rock star......RL...KISSES just for you....I just got done yet doing another bulk phase and yes my muscles got bigger but also right at this moment I am thicker..My shoulders look huge...Now for the reals fans I need to lean down...I got up to 211 on this phase and I need to be 200 of pure muscle.....I have had some issues lately and many issues going on in my personal life...I had to reflect today and get myself back in gear...I have been slacking fans and that is not ok..I need to work harder and push myself to the full extent...Tomorrow is a new day and I will begin this day with a new positive out look. I can be anything I want and be free....live to love and love to ride the very top of the mountain and when you get there scream as you have reached your goal and you succeed and you never gave up your dreams....give me your positive thoughts....kisses, goddess amber

tell me what you think about my blogs and do you like my girls? We are all going to write the next blog together all three of us as we are doing our session...word for word...Maybe a video soon..would you like that boys? goddess amber, helga and tiff......wet kisses from us all...

CIAO MY LA BOYS,
I am giving you both another chance to call me as I was on the phone alot today and my phone ran several times as I was talking to a client. So you both may have tried to call during that time so I am giving you both the benefit of the doubt. So tuesday night you get another chance to call or even in the afternoon. I hope you bought your pink panties that I told you to buy before I arrive in LA....So if you really want to worship me then show me.....Your dream is my command...many wet kisses, goddess amber

ciao fans,
well it is monday....I pretty uneventful day. I do have a client wensday and thursday this week and a session next thursday which will be a blast and then I leave for LA. I have two fans from La that were instructed to call me tonight. So lets see if they obey there instructions as I am here....I also got a very annoying call today and he asked very personal questions and I shut him down fast...So fans this is all about trust and you need to earn your trust with me and that is not easy...Do not disrespect me fans.......More latter....kisses, goddess amber