ciao fans,
First I want to say I connect with people and do not label or vdefine myself and when I find a connection it does not matter to me if it is male or female. Labels lead to discrimination and hate and I am firmly against all of that. So do not judge and remember love does not have a color, size, sexuality and love should be pure and genuine and honest. I am searching for that a pure, honest, genuine love and it goes deeper than how you look it comes from inside you and when I find it I will know. As a matter of fact I thought I did find it with my cuban and I loved him with all my heart. I was wrong and it was not the love I am looking for...So now I am just spending time with people whom I feel interested in. Helga came by last night and when she arrived we sat and cuddled for awhile with my warm blanket and candles and we watched "A star is born" with wonderful barbra streisand. Helga will be going back to sweden january 3 so we will not have much time left. She cried last night and it made me cry cas well. I just held her and stroked her hair and held her in my tight arms. I looked at her and said tonight I want to make love to you. Helga said really? I said yes because I feel love for you and I want to share this experience with you and we have never just made love. So after the movie I picked her up off the coach and carried her to the3 bedroom where I had candles lite and a bottle of wine. I laid her on the bed gently and placed my finger on her lip and said shhh. Tonight I will take care of you and helga just smiled and winked. I then went to pour two glasses of wine and then walked back over to the bed and said I have a toast to make. I then looked deep into her eyes and sang her a song I wrote titled "sunshine dreams" and she got tears in her eyes and I wrote this song just for her. After the song I gave her a massage and then softly began to kiss her body and nibble on her ears and we were both so very passionate and in tune with each other. since this night was so special I do not want to take anything away from the moment so this is all I will share with you tonight. Rember fans I am strong, dominant, sexy, powerful. However, I am still a hopless italiano romantico. kisses, italianogoddess amber

ciao fans,
I will write more blogs on saturday...I was going to bed and then helga called me. So she is comming over tonight to play with me and snuggle as it is very cold here..So I will write about that saturday...So glad I have my girls whom I love to play with..buonanotte, italianogoddess amber

fans,
check out my new review on wb270..Also due to so many no calls no shows there will now be a 50.00 deposit on all sessions. I have been burned with no calls no shows and that is not ok with me. I pay money to travel and this is my business. So before you book a session remember your deposit. I am worth it and much more....kisses, italianogoddess amber

ciao sweet fans,
Well I am now at the hotel in new jersey waiting for my room which will not be ready till 3 pm. So basically I have a 4 hour wait. However, that did give me time to access the computer and eat lunch. My first client wants to come at 3 however, I will need to start that session at 3:15 due to only getting into the hotel room at 3. I am hopeing to have at least 4 clients. So I am keeping my fingers crossed as this is mt resource to pay for my trainer and to go be with my family for christmas. As far as brooklyn goes I had my regualr two hour client and I enjoy him and then a 1/2 hour lift and carry session. All the other clients were no calls and no shows. However, you live and you learn and next time I will be better planned and get my hotel in mannhattan in a advance. However, the msnbc shooting went well and they were very impressed with me and said I was a natural with the camera. So see fans I am a born actress and I do well with the camera and I enjoy it. So there are many more things to come your way. After msnbc look for me in the movies as I will be auditioning for some big motion pictures. Also come support me at my bodybuilding shows fans. Show me your love. I hope I see many of you in session. wet kisses, italianogoddess amber

ciao fans,
my shows so far for 2008..These are the two I have so far..however, I will be doing back to back shows from april-november 2008...So really watch me and follow me as I will win every time....I am passionate and determined and nothing will stop me from this and great things are happening for me.....show me your love...

April 19-steel city championships pueblo, colorado
May 10-natural southern colorado colorado springs

more shows in june and beyond....I am ready to rock this world...kisses, italianogoddess amber