ciao fans,
I hope you all had a wonderful weekend....It is very very hot in denver today...I wish I could just walk around wearing my thong as I hate wearing cloths most of the time. I had a busy weekend as my bass was messed up so I had to fix it. I wrote a new song and did research on my screenplay.....It is going to inspire and help so many people.....That is what life should be about helping others and being kind...I think sometimes people get so wrapped up in themselves that they forget about what is around them...When we do not take time to really look and see what is around us we miss out on alot. So take time and look around and then smile.....I need to tell you what happend to my car well I went to the gym yesterday and when I came out I totally freaked out as there was a huge scratch on the drivers side and it was done by a pair of keys and this totally got me sooooo angry....It looked as though it was done on purpose and then when I looked over I saw TIFF sitting in her car and I threw off the handle and when she saw that I noticed her she quickly drove off and so I got in my car and drove to her house. When I got to her house and ran the doorbell she would not answer and I had my key from when me and Tiff and tony were all together. So I let myself in and found her and she said fuck how did you get in? I said i still had my key remember you never asked for it back. I then started walking closer to her as she was backing away and then I had her up against the wall and looked in her eyes and said why did you fuck with my car? She said cause I know it means the most to you. I said that is not ok and fuckin messed up. She said you need to pay for what you did amber. I said tiff really think about this all I did was break up with you as you got to obbessed with me and you were going to leave tony. I never got into this to fuck up a marriage and I thought we all three had a good thing here right? So all I did was pull out and that was the respectful thing to do and I care about tony and you handled all this the wrong way...She then said and she was yelling why do you make people fall in love with you amber? I said How can you make somebody fall in love with you tiffany as I have no control over your emotions. I wass just being me and I had no control over you falling for me. I then said now you need to figure out how to get over this. She said ok you win again amber. I said this is not a game to me and I am just being honest. I will expect you to pay for fixing my car as the color will be costly and what we are going to do is go down on monday to the shop and then get the price and you will hand me the money do you understand me? She said yes...I then was walking out and said by the way you sure have great timming.....I then left...I have had a infection so was not at my best this week......There you go fans.....Dream big, italianogoddess amber

ciao,
I will be again in chicago june 20-22 and watching the JR.Nationals and doing sessions so lets play in the jungle fans....Can you handle me? I win alot of matches and my strength is insane...I dare you to try...lets book a session...kisses, italianogoddess amber

ciao fans,
My site has been having problems which is why there has not been a blog written in awhile. I have been busy working on research for the movie this week. My creative juices are flowing now and I need to takev full advantage of that. I was in the studio going over the songs for the cd thursday sand it will be awesome and I just to really practice my voice and bass skills as I want this to be amazing as my music means so much to me...I am very excited to get back in there and I am learning to play drums as well.yea.....So yes I am truly a ROCKSTAR.....ROCK AND ROLL RIGHT? The screenplay is going to be soooooo amazing and my friend Colette Nelson will be joining me on this project as my co-writer for the film. I picked her due to her incrediable intelligence and passion for the project. Wait till you see what we have in store for you in this movie. I have two projects I just got two movie projects offered to me in Hollywood so I will be working on lines and writing and my music. I am still working on the video for the web site and just be patient with me on that. I will also do videos for my music and you will love these. My bodybuilding is going great thanks to my diet and passion for working out. I will still lean down even though I am off season as I want to see how I will look for next years shows...So yes I still have my strength and size just more defined...This is about what I want now not what everybody else thinks I should look like or be....I do things to make me happy and feel good....I broke up with Mark the ufc guy as he pissed me off....People just need to pay attention and respect is huge for me....So I found another one named sean and I like him and he is sweet and handsome and listens to me.....I want to attack him......so enjoy your friday as I am working tonight on the screenplay and lines....kisses, amber

ciao fans,
I am still waiting to get my new computer up and running...Tommy is comimg over tonight so it will be done however, not till like 11 pm or something...I did 5 hours of cardio today and 1 hour on chest...I rocked it hard and it felt so good..I need to really lean down and I have like 40 pounds to go. My waist is a 28 and it will be a 26 by the time I get to chicago and then my goal 24 inch waist as I have small hips and rock hard glutes...Just wait till you see me transform....sooooo hot.....I worked on my music today and did yoga and pilates at home and now I need to rest so I am watching a movie till tommy gets here. I will be in studio tomorrow workimg on my music and am really excited about the new songs I have written. I get asked whom some of these songs are about and this person is very aware they were written for them. This person inspires me and makes me want to be better...So my crative juices are flying high now...well off to relax...buonanote, Italianogoddess amber

ciao fans,
I am still trying to get my new computer set up. My friend tommy is coming over tonight to help me. I used to date him so he always does what I say. That is the way I like it and pay attention to that. I received a couple calls today and they asked about my boyfriend. I do not have a boyfriend and am just dating Mark the UFC fighter. Just cause he is a UFC fighter does not mean he is aggressive and I am always the dominant one in a relationship. So he does what I tell him to do like everybody I date. I only date submissive people and will not tolerate being told what to do. So I hope that answered your questions and we are just dating as I can not and will not be in a relationship that is not open. I have way to much going on to deal with bull-shit and When I date people they tend to go overboard with me and get obbesive and stalk me and this will chase me away rather quickly. I like to be in charge of what happens in a relationship and when it happens. On that note on friday night when I was in washington DC I went out with a special friend and we went to dinner at a great famoue joint that was like one they had from the fifties and it was amazing. I love all types of music including 1950,s music and then we were going to take some pictures on these famouse stairs and they ued them in the exortist the movie. I had jeans on to play a little I was wearing a thong and pulled down my pants like barely for the picture and then the cops came and shinned a bright light on us and said leave now or you will get thrown in the slammer. I looked at ken and said I am not doing anything wrong so fuck them. So we did not leave and then the cops came over to us and pulled both of us against the car and searched us and I had a smart mouth and was mouthy with them and yes I was sober. Ken kept looking at me and raised his eyebrows like he was telling me calm down. All I said was this is fucked up as I was doing nothing wrong and this is total bull-shit. The cop said watch your mouth young lady as we could lock you up for days. I then calmed down and asked if I could turn around and he said yes so then I said look at me do you know whom I am? He then looked me up and down and said shit and then said well let me just give you some advice and keep your cloths on next time. They then let us go...ken was shocked I pulled it off......That was my friday night in DC.....My life is a adventure and I LOVE IT THIS WAY AND IT NEVER GETS BORING AND I CRAVE ADVENTURE AND THRILLS.....You will always get that from me....kisses, italianogoddess amber