Ciao fans,
Yes I am still working very hard on my screenplay which is very time consuming and so my blogs have been less. This story is so wonderful and right now I am working on two screenplays so I will be pitching them both. However, I have a good feeling about getting these films made sooner than expected. SO JUST WAIT AS I MAKE THINGS HAPPEN. That is whom I am a dream maker......I have not been in the recording studio for two weeks due to problems with thr mixer. So I am keeping my fingers crossed that next week I will get in there one day to re do the raw version of I always knew it was you as this last version sucked as I was off key and it just sucked. So alot going on and I will be working in boston this fall on a film and two films next summer plus lots of videos..yea.....Still leaning down and at 170 now and ROCK HARD......Have a great night...kisses, italianogoddess amber

ciao fans,
First I apologize for now writing my blogs more often. I am working hard on my screenplay and if you are not a writer you would not understand how grueling and time consuming screenplay writing can be. Talk about dedication and research as if you are in school all over again. So I have not spent as much time as needed on my tour and fans. I apologize for that and just stand beside me now as I am making my dreams a reality and everything I want I will get. We all halfto fall before we can succeed and when I fell it was hard and the life lessons I learned were amazing. I appreciate so much more now and value more in life. I was so focused on money and dated a bronco player for a year and I had it all money, huge house and a sports car and a man whom I thought was perfect. I was wrong about him and I let the money cloud my mind as when people get money they get greedy and then they become different people and everything that surrounds them becomes clouded due to money...I was that person and even though I had all this material stuff I was so unhappy and nobody knew it as I just told everybody I was happy and acted like it as well. However, deep down I was so unhappy and sad and really all I wanted was love and I did not feel I was getting it with him. Our relationship was like a business deal not what a relationship should be like. I knew I needed to do something and so I picked up and left and moved back in with my uncle with no money as I gave up everything to find me and be happy. It was hard as I had so much and all the fourtune and fame that came with it. I knew if I did not make this change I would be sad and unhappy and it took time and I am still working on it right now. I just wanted to be me and suddenly money did not matter that much. What mattered to me now was helping people and finding out who amber really is without this other person controlling my life. So I set myself out on a new journey and how amazing this journey is and now I am living my dreams and making them a reality and I am happy being me. I will never let money control me again and I know there are more important things in life than money ex;love, compassion, faith and now these things are what encompasses amber. I am not like other people and my spirit shines. Enjoy my journrey, kisses, italianogoddess amber

ciao fans,
Well sorry that I have not written in a few days. I was dealing with stuff with my family and then the weekend came fast. Well friday night I wanted to go out so I called my gay boyfriend hoyt and we went out to the club. I just needed top relax after a hectic week so we went to this new club where all the very femm girls go. We walked in and yes those hot girls were there. We sat down and the music was great like high techno music and I love to dance. I wore my skirt and heels friday so yes my legs looked smoking hot. I looked around as hoyt went to get us drinks and noticed a very hot blond bombshell sitting with two guys. I smiled at her as I saw her looking at me and then hoyt came back and saw me looking. He said with his cute smile did you find a bunny to play with? I smiled and laughed and said look at that girl over there she's hot huh? He said yes she looks like your type. I said I do not have a specefic type hoyt. I mean a went out with that bodybuilder and played with her. So how can you say I have a type. He then said yea Amber but you have never been into girls with muscles like you and you have always dated and played with fitness type girls. Remember you said yourself that you like to be bigger cause you are so dominant and you like to be in control remember now? You have issues not being in control and you are such a top. I said no I can be a bottom and then he said like 25% of the time right? I said that depends on the girl and I can be 50/50 in the bedroom. I also would date/play with a bodybuilder but there are few I can get into ok? I have a huge thing for blondes and that has always been the case. I halfto tell you though there are a few bodybuilders that hace caught my eye recently and I would consider them. I then said lets get off the subject cause I like that girl over there. He said go talk to her and I said no not yet as the timming needs to be right. He said ok then Lets go dance. So we went to dance and I like to dirty dance so we were and she kept looking at me so I then took my tongue ring and moved it around my bottom and top lip as she was looking at me. Her mouthed dropped and she winked at me and then I knew the moment was right. I then walked over to her and asked her to dance. So we danced and I held her tight and told her that she was very beauitful and very allurring. She smiled and said my name is kalli and I said I am amber and she said I know my friends told me. I said how did they know my name. She then said well apparently you are popular. I just smiled and said ok then did not know that. We then danced and touched each other and I knew I had her at that moment. She said Amber there is something about you different. Like this aura that radiates from you and it is so strong. AI said I know thats what they tell me. I then kissed her passionately and after a few minutes of this. I wanted her to be mine so I grabbed her hand and took her into the back room and she said what this could get us in trouble. I said come on be free and have some adventure. I then looked at her and said your a aries huh? She said yes how did you know. I said I just assumed as you get scared of adventure and taking risks. That is what scorpios bring to you excitement and fun and a life changing expereience. She smiled and said ok Amber rock my world then. I then pushed her back against the wall and attacked her and held her tight as I ripped off her skirt and shirt and placed her legs around me and rubbed her. To her surprise I lifted her up on the wall above me and began to ravish her private area and she screamed and moaned as I know how to please my girls. She was 105 pounds so that I can lift. I call her little brittney girl..yummy.....The rest is for me..enjoy....kisses, italianogoddess amber

ciao fans,
I will not be writing another blog till sunday...I have some family issues that are urgent and need to be taken care of. I will have limited email as well and so please be patient with me on this..I need to help out my family right now. I hope you all have a wonderful week and enjoy your weekend....kisses, italianogoddess amber

ciao fans,
I am booking for all summer tour dates. So lets get you in the jungle..I am booking for the aussie land and can not wait to go down under...YEA.....Sendning kisses to you all. italianogoddess amber