ciao Fans,
I know you are all wondering about my trip to Toronto and you have been waiting for this all day huh? I thought as I know how you love my blog's. I enjoy writing them just as much so we both enjoy this passion and intensity of my wonderful writing. When I am writing about a daydream/fantasy it feels real and as you all know 95% of what I write about is fact not fiction. When it is fiction like the one about my trainer I say this never happend as that never happend just a day dream. I love telling you all about my adventures in my translucent life therefor pertaining to my inner light moving so fast and rapidly that a clear image that meaning myself can not be formed through it. That is a metaphor well my type of metaphor and if you understand me at all from reading my blog's or meeting me. I will assume you understand my metaphor's and then after you read that part you will sit and ponder the subject matter as to what that pertains to. I will now move on to my wonderful journey in Toronto. I could write about all my sessions however, I have chosen to write about one in particular and this started out as a session however, by my choice ended up in a passionate, breathtaking, spiritual journey. I had a session booked for saturday night from 8;30-10;30 and this particular man had written me several emails and wrote with passion and enthusiasm and curosity and this already intrigued me with this particular man. I knew this was going to be a wonderful session and was very excited myself to meet him. I had a vision of what he looked like in my head and to my surprise he exceeded my expectations as he was a lovely, handsome man . So to begin and after my client left at 6 pm I started to properly prepare for my next journey and he had written me a long email about how he wanted his fantasy to go and I studied this and wanted everything to be properly addresses as it should be. So I sat in the chair in the hotel reading it over and over again and then going back in fourth to my luggage carrier to properly display the particular outfits he requested for his fantasy. As I was laying some cloths on the bed My mind began to wonder and I was thinking to myself maybe he will touch me in that soft gentle way I enjoy more than the rough stuff. I then then thought well it will be a wonderful session for me anyway. I then went to take a shower so I was clean and fresh for me and then as I exited the shower I then slowly rubbed lotion all over my body and it smelled like vanilla just like other areas of me that smell like vanilla. I then went to put on my jeans and blouse as he requested I change into my high heels and torn wrestling shirt and thong. Promptly at 8;30 pm I heard a knock on the door as I quickly went to the bathroom to look to make sure my make-up looked ok and my hair was well groomed. I then walked over to the door and as I opened the door to my surprise I saw a handsome well groomed man and with a big smile on my face invited him in and I saw that he sat down a big bag and then stood in front of me and looked at me and reached out his hand and I smiled at him and said I give hugs and so I grabbed him and gave him a big hug. I then said take off your jacket and then pointed to the chair for him to put it down. He then asked can I please show you what I got you goddess. I said yes and first he pulled out with red rose and handed it to me and with a huge smile on my face I smelled every petal and said you are really scoring points here Ray. He then said well that was just the start as there is more to come and can I show you now?" I said yes show me now. Ray then pulled out two bottles of vino (wine) and two glasses and I said to him you have pleased me very much. He then said there is even more and pulled out a box of chocolates for me as he remembered how I love chocolate as he paid attention to my blog's. This is a good boy..Then he pulled out a bag and as I looked inside this bag to my surprise it was this red satin thong with ruffles and very girlie girl. I loved it and gave him a big kiss and then he gave me a envelope and he said I ordered this for you however, it did not come in time for our session. So he said I copied a picture of it for you and it is a KISS t-shirt from the 74-75 tour hotter than hell. I looked at him and said I have many surprises for you Ray as you just scored alot of points. He then said and I made this fruit bowel up for us and he had my favorite fruits in it like stawberies, pineapple, grapes and he sure did pay attention to my blog's and emails and he flattered me. I told him to pour me a glass of wine as I go into the bathroom and change and then I walked over and went in to change into my pink thong and torn wrestling shirt. When I came out I looked at him and instructed him to take off his cloths and he said should I go to the bathroom? I said no I want to watch and as he started to take off his cloths I instructed him where to place his shoes and socks and cloths and he did just as I asked. I then said to him do you really want to see how strong I am? Ray said ok if you want to show me. I then placed him in a headlock and used only 50% of my force and I noticed his face getting red as he was grasping for air. I then let go and looked at him and laughed and said that is all you can handle? He then said I think so mistress and then I said well I have more in store for you Ray. I then told him to get on the floor and then I placed him in scissor holds placing his body between my leg's and giving him a hard thrust of intensity with my huge leg's and he grasped and I said can you feel my power and strength RAY? AHe responded yes mistress I can feel all your power and strength and then I said now say women are stronger then men. Ray then did as he was instructed and said women are stronger than men..I said good alway's obey and then I bent over and picked him up in my arm's and threw him on the bed and then sat right on him and held his wrists down and as he tried to struggle he could not move at all. I then forcefully rolled him with my massive leg's and placed him in several different scissor hold's and head locks. I remember thinking during this session that I was very attracted to this handsome man and it was very hard for me not to indulge in this at this particular moment. I then said give me a massage and I quickly took off my shirt and then said now do my front first and he even brought massage oil with him with vitamin e which is great for my smooth skin. He started on my left side with my arm as I instructed him to do and as he was massaging me I was instructing him top go deeper and harder and he then asked for permission to speak and I said yes you may speak and he said I do not want to hurt you mistress. I said you will not hurt me and I like it hard so go deeper and keep doing it deeper till I tell you to stop. So he did just that and it took him awhile and then he got it just right. I could feel that he was excited and see through his underwear and so I said to him it look's as though you are enjoying this Ray. I then said you have permission to speak. So he said yes mistress I am very excited. I then said move your mouth towards my breasts as I want you to worship my breasts and remember I like it hard and make sure to use full force with your tongue and pay attention. He began to worship my breasts and after I gave him the harder words after awhile he did it just right. The key is to place your teeth on the top on my nipple and hot bite it just move your teeth around it and pretend like you are sucking on a sucker. It is all about the pucker and Ray know's how to do it the amber way now and he is perfecto. I then told him after he was done with both sides to move down to my leg's and massage every inch of my massive huge leg's and as he was doing this he said this is amazing and such a fantasy come true and then he thank you to me. I said I am glad I could make your fantasy come true. I then got on my back and he massaged my back as I instructed him to and he went very deep as I said deeper and harder several times. At this time I knew he worked very hard for a hour on my massage so i surprised him and said I want to give you a massage now lay down and he can I speak? I said yes you may speak and he said mistress I am here to please you so I do not need you to give me a massage. I said well it will please me to give you a massage so take off your underwear and lay on your back now. So Ray did just that and I placed my body on top of his and after putting massage oil in my hands I began to rub his shoulders as he has a bad shoulder and I wanted to release that lactic acid build-up on his shoulder. So after I massaged his shoulder I then placed my lips on each of his nipples and suck on his nipples and he moaned a little and then I placed my hand right in between his leg's and began to move my hand up and down over his hard pinga(penis) and then rubbed his balls a little. I wanted to show him how much power that I do have and so to his surprise I then placed my mouth on his pinga and began to just rub the head with my tongue ring and move it around as he moaned and his pinga (penis) was beautiful and perfect and that made me want to suck it even more. I then placed it directly in my mouth and with power and strength began to show him my power and control. He kept saying oh god this is good and I never expereienced something so amazing. I mean you are wonderful and WOW. I looked at him and said I know and I love doing it. I then placed my hands underneath his ass and pushed him into my mouth and I kept thrusting my mouth and then I would switch and then go up to the head of his cock and use my tongue ring and move it around the head of his cock and he loved this. I enjoy feeling him inside my mouth and giving him this great privelege as my mouth on his cock was a great honor for him. Ray truly is a handsome, wonderful, sexy older man and my type 100%. I want to all to know as this point when this happend the session was over and now everything that happens is by my choice and I want to have all of Ray and share myself with me in a special way. So chapter two will be wensday as there are four chapters to my fantasy weekend with Ray......So wait till you hear the next one..yummy.....kisses, italianogoddess amber