ciao fans,
I hope this email finds you all having a wonderful St. Paddy's day. I was asked to go out for drinks with my friends. However, I have chosen not to partake in that adventure. I went to the gym and busted my ass on leg's today and Biceps with two hours of cardio. I am now on my own training and my boxer friend will be my training partner sometimes so that will help with spotting me. I often prefer to train alone as I get alot more done and I know how to train myself. I did go to school for sports medicine and am a certified trainer as well.I will be working with IFBB pro colette Nelson with my nutrition and will meet with her in three weeks. I am really looking forward to it as she is my favorite bodybuilder along with retired karla nelson and cory everson. So we have talked about me doing the team universe in New York in September and Colette Say's I will rock that one and she has alot of faith in me as I do her. However, I will be traveling alot which concerns me a bit. I just put my faith in God and myself and if this is meant to happen it will. I do miss my old trainer as he taught me so much and he is a brilliant trainer. However, sometimes people are placed in our lives for a short time to help us and then when there time is done we just take with us what we learned from them. So I am thankful for that short period of time he was part of my life and bodybuilding training.I had a great day today and like I said a amazing day at the gym and I rocked better bodies today. Looking very hot fans. I then went to lunch with sherrie from tanning salon and it was wonderful as I needed a friend to talk to and she is a great friend of mine. I did not want to walk around with all this negative energy from the weekend. So all that anger and disapointment and feeling of loss left and now I am back to my normal self. Sheri is a angel like me and we look out for each other. So as we were talking I came to this concept and karma has nothing to do with wanting not to work with someone anymore. I ended a professional relationship over the weekend as I felt it was best for me. I would never speak ill of anyone and will hold this person in high regard. There are certain things I will not tolerate from anyone and disrespect is a huge one for me and with me that ends a relationship no matter what type it is. Well tomorrow night I have a date with my man and I enjoy him so much. So I will write about that tomorrow. Here is a poem for you as this is my mood today.
What dew or what weeping,
What tears were those
I saw scattered from night's mantle
and from the pale face of star's?
And why did the the white moon sow
A pure cloud of crystalline stars
in the lap of the fresh grass?
why in the dark air
could one hear, almost lamenting, around and around
The breezes roaming till daybreak?
were they perhaps signs of your departure,
life of a life?
kisses, italianogoddess amber
