fans,
Well yes Cindy came over Saturday night. I had to think about this as I was going to take a break as I felt she was getting a bit attached. however, I do enjoy here and thought maybe I should just give in to this as something great may come out of it. So when she arrived I said we need to talk and she said Did I do something wrong baby? I said no I just think there are a few things we need to talk about. So I grabbed her hand and lead her downstairs and into the bedroom and we both sat on the bed and I looked at her and said I need to know how you feel? Cindy said ummm I care about you Amber and I said and I care about you to however, when we started this we said this would just be about sex and it seems like it is more than that. Cindy then said yes I know and I love it when you please me and you let me please you. She then said Amber it is just that there is something different about you and you are like a angel and very easy to fall in love with and the sex is incrediable. I looked at her and said I can not be in a relationship right now baby. I have issues to work on and after what Adolfo did to me it will be hard and I just am really guarded right now. She said I know and I will curtail my emotions and not get to attached but I will still love you. I said ok and then leaned over to kiss her and pushed her on the bed and ravished her body with my tongue and this time it was full of per passion....That is all you get as this was special to me.....kisses, italianogoddess amber

ciao fans,
I still have another very busy day. I will be gone all day and have a client tonight in loveland. I still have not booked all my tours yet however, I will tuesday. I have a client now tuesady night as well..yea..Denver has been ok this month and three is better than none. Every little bit helps and right now I need it...Remember fans I am not full service so NEVER ASK. I am a sensual women but not a slut......I am in charge of all the sessions remember? When you send a email talking about how you want to fuck me that is disrespectful and you will not get a session or a response. So pay attention to that fans...I play with cindy as she is my lover and when I date a man he is my lover and I play with him......If I enjoy a man and I want to spend time with him I will and I WILL LET HIM KNOW....Respect is a huge thing for me remember that.....kisses, italianogoddess amber

ciao fans,
Yes I have been busy and still am so be patient and sunday night I will be booking my flights and hotel for chicago and washington DC and arizona as well. I will do new york wensday as well. So I will be finalizing everything with my clients whom booked sunday and monday. I got no response for boston so that one is cancelled..Sorry fans....I can not loose money right now. I am very busy today as well and will be with Cindy tonight...I will write you all sunday night...many kisses, italianogoddess amber

ciao fans,
I have been working at the tanning salon with my sherri a special friend of mine to help out as we do a trade. So the next couple of weeks will be busy for me. So bare with me fans on the blogs. I am working with cindy though and it is quiet kinky while we are working...I will tell you about that in a minute. I am doing well with my new nutrition plan with colette and I already am seeing some results and it just keeps getting better....Yea baby there is so much to look forward to with me...Anyway yesterday at the tanning salon was so hot and we had our lunch rush and the customers love it when all three of us work together as we are all pretty hot. So they say and we just agree with them..We had some down time and so me and cindy snuck off to play. We have so much sexual passion for each other and it is hard to keep that hidden. I
am a cusp girl so libra/scorpio and my last two girls have been aries and most of my girlfriends are aries. I love this sign and I am so compatiable with this sign......So to move on everytime I would go back into a room to clean the tanning bed I would look up and there was Cindy standing in front of the door as she closed it. She is unstoppable and I looked at her and said we need to work baby. She said I know however, we need to play to. She then said well it is your fault you just radiate all that sexual energy. I said but I did not do anything. She said I know it is just in you amber. I said well you have the same energy ya'know. She then said ok not that we agree and then she moved towards me and said now I want you and then she pushed me down on the chair and began to nibble on my neck and pull down my shorts. I then whispered in her ear I want to taste you and so I flipped her and then I began to nibble on her ears and then I unbuttoned her blouse and she was wearing no bra today and so I began to nibble on her breasts and she began top moan and thrust towards me and then as she is sitting in the chair I then placed her legs on top on my shoulders and began to kiss around her all ready very wet marilyn (private area) and I nibbled on her outer lips and her juice was flowing down her leg now. I love the taste of her juice and I noticed it dripping so I licked it all up and it just kept cumming and I then placed my pierced tongue right on her clitoris and began to move it all around every inch and then nibbled on it as she loves that. Her juice was flowing even harder now as I was tasting all of her in my mouth and loving every minute of it. Then I heard sherri yelling for us and so I looked at cindy and said fuck we need to stop. I then got off her and pulled my shorts up and cindy got up fast and dressed quickly and as we opened the door Sherri was standing right by the door with her arms crossed and said Do you two have fun? I started to stutter and said I ummm Sherri then said stop Amber you know you can not lie and I know you. She then smiled and said and next time I just want to be invited. I smiled and thought to myself I would love to be with sherri cause I do love her. Cindy slapped my arm and said you better not amber...I said ok baby...So that was my day yesterday..This is my reality and my fantasies are real as I make my fantasies come true..can you?; kisses, italianogoddess amber

ciao fans,
I was going to write about my session friday night and then the club with Cindy. However, that will need to wait till tomorrow as today I feel very romantico and gentle and just want to write a poem. so here is a special poem that reminds me of somebody whom I pray will be a significant person in my life...

to evening

Perhaps because you are the image
of the fatal quiet, your coming is so dear to me,
o evening! And whether gay spring clouds
and serene zephyrs court you,
or whether down from the tall buildings
you bring long, restless nights in the world,
Always you are invoked,
and you softly take hold of secret paths of my heart.

you cause me to wonder with my thoughts upon the traces
That lead to eternal nothingness: and meanwhile
this time flees and with it the come the swarms
of cares with which it is destroying itself and me:
And the while I gaze upon your peacefulness
that warrior spirit which roars in me is sleeping.... buonanotte, italianogoddess amber