ciao Fans,
Well first Friday I was in the studio working my Cd With this amazing swedish Rock star Rick. He has been a fan of mine for a year now and has become a truly amazing friend and somebody I can count on. I will have that one song done before I leave for New York May 16 and I will put it on the website so you can all hear me sing and play Bass. I will have my cd for sale with 5 songs by June 15. So keep a eye out for lots of new things from me very soon. So moving on to my night with my blond beauty. I was rather tired due to being in the recording studio all day. However, I did want to see her and she has this way to drive me crazy. So I wanted to plan something more relaxing and more romantico tonight. I know cherry creek reservoir by my house closed at 7 pm. However, like that would stop me right? I don't think so and I had this planned before Cindy arrived and packed a basket with wine for her and water for me with lemon juice and candles and three blankets and body paints. When she arrived she was so sweet to me and when I opened the door she had some fresh green tea for me and bought me a teddy bear as she knows I love teddy bears. That is the little girl in me. She handed them to me and I smiled very big and gave her a big kiss. Sometimes she can do everything just right and I enjoy that about her.I then looked at her and said come with me as I have a special night in store for you. Cindy said my baby Amber you alway's surprise me and I love that about you. I took her hand and said follow me and keep your jacket on. So she did just that and then we held hands and walked across the street to the resevoir and Cindy said Amber this is closed and I said i know just trust me sweetie. Cindy looked a bit scared as the gate was up. I said to her I will take care of you and nothing will happen to you. She still looked concerned a bit. So then I just said come on baby where is your sense of adventure. I then held out my hand to her so I could help her over the gate. She grabbed my hand and I pulled her over and then when her feet hit the ground I hugged her tight. she then said Amber you are such a risk taker and a bit of a rebel to. I smiled and said yes I am and it sure keeps it exciting huh? Cindy smiled and said yes it most certainly does and nothing is ever boring with you. I then held her hand and walked her down to the beach area and looked around for a place to lay the blankets not so out in the open as I know they patrol this area. I found a great place in the middle of some trees. So I whispered to her to follow me. I then moved all the branches and laid our blankets down and poured her a glass of wine and told her to sit. So she did and then I read a poem to her that I wrote. When I share my poetry with anyone it means I really really like them. as i read it though to her my mind was thinking of somebody else and I just remember and felt horriable. I had to let it go though as right now I am here with Cindy. After I read the poem I slowly leaned into her and kissed her and there was more passion this night than we ever had before. I slowly pulled off her shirt and took her jeans off and threw them in the bushes and looked up at the tree and smiled at her and said hummmmm I wonder..Cindy said what are you thinking Amber? well ya know you are a future bodybuilder and seem to be still quiet strong and hummmm I thinking well maybe I don't know you could hang upside down on that thick branch over there while I hold you up and take you. Cindy said baby I am really not so sure that would work. I said come on at least we can try right? I mean just think how much deeper I will be able to get my tongue inside you. Cindy said ok you win let's do it so I then helped her up and she got up just fine and then I moved close to her and told her to grab my waist and so she did and then I placed my hands on her knees and placed my mouth right inside and I was able to spread her with my mouth and tongue. I was so deep inside her and she was thrusting towards me and sucking on my stomach and biting me as she knows I love that and when it gets that intense then I become even more intense and so deeper and deeper inside her I kept going and her juice kept cumming down deep and there was so much of it and I enjoyed every single ounce. The rest is for me and the only sad thing about this was that I was thinking about another girl not Cindy and that is why it was so amazing and intense. I need to figure that out as this other girl is already invovled with someone. My life such a interesting one huh? Well off to gym again...many kisses, italianogoddess amber

ciao fans,
I will be in the studio friday to work on my cd. I hope I can pull off getting one song done before May 16 when I leave for NYC again...On may 1 I will be filming the raw transformation video and will be sending this to the ophra and ellen shows. Remember I weighed 350 pounds at one point and did ALL THIS ALL NATURAL BABY...So this is history..just wait as huge things are gonna happen for me....My diet is great and I am leaning down and looking better everyday...also I am doing a new photo-shoot next week and the pictures will be posted the end of may on my web site...I figured out a new way to do my web site and with the help of Colette it will be amazing...I see Cindy friday night and there will most certainly be another adventure.....kisses, italianogoddess amber

ciao fans,
Well, last night Cindy came over and it was a amazing. I wanted to do something with more adventure and she loves it when I do this. I am not a vanilla type of girl and when i play it is more of shall we say raspberry/chocolate and what that means is that it is a sweet adventure with seeds that engulf you and still yet bitter. However, the taste is truly unforgettable. Only my special friends get that like Cindy and maybe my new boy if I choose to take him as my toy..So lets move on with my night shall we proceed? I know you were shaking your yes please amber. Well Cindy came over and I wanted a to surprise her as I love to surprise people. So right after she arrived I took her hand and said lets take my car as there is someplace I want to take you. Cindy smiled and said ok what ever you say amber...When then got in the car and I put some on the cd player and it was samantha fox greatest hits and just told her to listen and get ready for a adventure. cindy smiled and said can you give me a hint and I said no be patient babydoll....So we drove about to loveland which is a hour from Denver and I took her to a ranch my friend owns and he knew I was coming with her. We pulled up and then I took a blindfold and wrapped it around her eyes and grabbed her hand and lead her to the barn and my friend Seth already had laterns lite for us as I asked him and a bottle of champagne on ice with some strawberries. The barn was empty and it was just me and cindy and the hay. I took her blindfold off once we were in the barn and she had the biggest smile on her face and gave me a huge kiss and then I went to get her a glass of champagne and grabbed a strawberry as well and placed the strawberry on top of her lips and moved it all around her lips and then placed one end in my mouth and kissed her and she bit off the other end and the juice from the strawberry was rolling down both our mouths and then I licked all the juice from the strawberry from her sweet mouth and began to kiss her placing my tongue deep inside her mouth. I then picked her up and carried her towards the ladder so I could take her up in the loft in the barn. However, I could not wait and as we reached the ladder I placed her against the ladder and began to tear her shirt off as I wanted her and We were both already very wet. Cindy took her hands and held them high above her on the ladder as she began to thrust towards me and then I grabbed her legs and placed them on my shoulders and began and spread her legs wide and then I kissed her outer lips and placed both my hands on her glutes so I could push her closer into me and then I moved my pierced tongue around inside her very deep as she loves that. I could feel her juice pouring into my mouth and I love her taste and she started to moan and scream and her clit is pierced and so I moved my tongue around her clitoris is much bigger than my small one. So she really felt this and she began to push deeper into my mouth and what thrusting action she has. WOW those blond girls rock my world...So after we did this for a few moments I then carried her up the ladder to the loft and there was a saddle up there on a wooden bull so I had this wild thought and I placed cindy on top of the saddle and laid her down and then I went to put on my strap-on and then got on top of her and spread her legs wide with her knees on my shoulders and placed the dildo right inside her as she began to thrust and I was thrusting very hard myself as we both like it that way...Cindy to my surprise placed her hands on my glutes so she could push me deeper into her and I loved this...WOW...FUCKIN HOT.....well we played all night..However, this is what you get....I am enjoying my first experience with a female future bodybuilder as the intensity and strength are unreal and so HOT....Kisses, italianogoddess amber

THE WAVES ARE CRASHING HARD RIGHT NOW. HOWEVER, I WILL NOT LET THEM DROWN ME AND I WILL PUSH THROUGH EVEN THE HARDEST WAVE. THAT IS JUST WHAT I DO AND IN THE END EVERYONE WILL SEE ME ON TOP OF THAT WAVE RIDING FREE AS THAT IS HOW I FIND ME....Kisses, italianogoddess amber

ciao chicago fans,
I will be there May 9 and 10 and just booked my flight and hotel...I have a few open slots..

Hotel information
congress plaza hotel
520 south michigan ave
chicago ill 60605

kisses, italianogoddess amber