ciao fans,
I want to wish you all a happy halloween and be safe...I will be with my nephews and niece and I will be a vampire...I love vampires and and very fasinated with them actually. Bizarre huh? I first want to explain something to everyone as I have received a few emails regarding this. I know I have postponed alot of tours and I am not a flakey person at all beleive me. So the reason why these have been postponed is due to the fact that I am having a minor surgery in november and will need time to recover. I will be fine and everything looks good. I just wanted to explain what was going on so you all know that the tours were postponed due to this. I apologize for that and do not give up on me as next year my tours will be even better and my transformation as well.

a poem
IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN SO
It has always been so
that fire is the center in the ocean
as the winds are the center for air
suddenly there is a tornado over the ocean
and only when all consume each other
will there be the hurricane
as in life we are challeged with choices and which corner will you take
think about it as you do not want to end up old and never making the right choice
you can only have so many wrong choices
listen to water as it hears you...
enjoy!!!!!!

italianogoddess amber

ciao fans,
First I want to say that due to being overly focused on training and research and writing for my books. I seem to be lost and please if you write me a email and do not receive a response try again as I get so lost in writing that I forget to answer emails. So bare with me right now as I am following my dreams and remember 2009 MY YEAR...I keep looking better everyday with my transformation and just wait till you see me prevail in January.Today I was taking a nap and opened my eyes but I did not know where I was. Nothing made any sense at all. I looked at the ceiling and I did not understand. I stared at the clock and saw the numbers, but I still didn't know what they meant. In this confused state, hoping it would help, I found the bathroom, turned on the bathtub faucet marked HOT but forgot to turn on the cold. As the tub filled, I managed to get my cloths off, but then lost my balance and fell backward, buttocks first, into the scalding water. And suddenly, I understood. Physical pain puts us back in touch with objective reality, and reminds us of priorities, but I don't recommend seeking them out....

thoughts
Alway's look at how far you have come, but never forget how far you halfto go.

the only walls which held me in were self-created and those confirming walls could be stone by stone dissassembled and re-built into a temple of celebration.

take everything you have ever been taught about who you are and begin to filter it through your heart. If your heart is hard begin to turn it around. TODAY IS THE DAY FOR PEACE...

KISSES, ITALIANOGODDESS AMBER

ciao fans,
I had a great birthday and so now my new journey has just began. I am will reveal myself in January. I am starting my intense phase in the gym so my diet will be drastically cut and my time in the gym. I just did my new routine and really want to focus on my rear delts as well as my abbs. Those are my two struggles and my muscle bellies are HUGE....I am seeing more everyday as I strip off the pounds and WOW...I am wearing very loose cloths at the gym as I was causeing a comotion..lol...I will right more latter....italianogoddess amber

ciao fans,
Well tomorrow is my 28th birthday and so now a new chapter in my life will begin. I have been working hard on training and writing so look for some amazing, great things from me in January. So if you are one of those lucky new yorkers you can see me re evented in january. This week due to my birthday I have been eating all my favorite foods like lots of sushi and italiano pizza and middle easteren food. I even had Ben and jerry which I never do. I figure this is my birthday week so as long as I stay the same weight I am ok for a week. I am still 170 and it goes usually between 167-170 right now. My muscle bellies are huge and even at 140 I will still look big just completely ripped...yea....This is a great transformation and I am enjoying the process. I am just loving myself and this path I am on. I am just doing dinners and movies for my birthday as I am a simple girl actually. I am also a lone wolf usually so big parties not my thing. I prefer opera, theater, ballett and movies. I do love live shows as well. My friends have spolied me and it is hard for me to accept gifts but I did and rather am. So today I came home from the gym with 4 dozen roses waiting for me and a front row ticketr to see sarah brightmon in concert. YEA....I LOVE SARAH BRIGHTMON.....Can you use this huge smile on my face.... I am getting a massage today from my friend for my birthday and I got three new books as you all know I am a reader as most writers are...yea...I am going to visit my family in IOWA November 1 for a early christmas and my birthday...So send me your birthday wishes and 2009 that is my year just wait....kisses, italianogoddess amber

ciao fans,
I am getting ready to leave seattle today and actually enjoyed this citta. I will be back here and next time spend more time in vancouver which a fablouse city as well. I did a photo-shoot which was awesome and wait till you see these leg shots...WOW...I am leaning down but getting more ripped so it will be nice to see the results after I reach my goal at 135-140 that is my range. I just need to learn to accept the fact that I am not a small girl and my muscle bellies are huge compared to the average women. I can not change my bone structure or gentics as well so I either look at my muscles size as a gift or a curse. So I am choosing a gift and my legs are unbeleivable and NOBODY HAS LEGS LIKE MINE...That I know for a fact and being all natural and drug free for life makes it even more amazing..JUST WAIT....My birthday is saturday and no I am not having a big party as I am not a party girl and have chosen not to drink anymore as that is me being healthy. I am not a typical women at all and enjoy peace more thqan anything. I tend to stay to myself alot more than people think.....nobody really knows me to be honest well, maybe a special friend on the east coast and my friend tracy and raina and lindsay and sherrie whom have all known me for years. Well, off to play before I leave seattle....SO CAN YOU HANDLE ME ANYBODY? LOL..KISEES, ITALIANOGODDESS AMBER